What am I doing
I have been searching for something, I have been working on something but there is no method to it. I am not sure of what I am looking for and what brings me peace. I feel as if I am looking for a problem to solve. I want something, I feel I deserve better but I am at a loss for words. I feel as if I am tired and hopeless. I have been struggling to comprehend my need, want, and desire. I want to be capable enough to achieve anything in the world. I have a feeling, I don't get my worth. What do I do? How do I evolve? What is the right path for me? I have been procrastinating enough. This is it. This is the year I make or break. I don't want to be a mediocre. I want to fly and win.